Past Tense, Present Tense and Future Tense

Love is no past tense, future tense but love is present tense.. Means i need to take action now??

I really uppset already.. Why i still can't fully collect my cong dong-ness? Even it's matter since from many months ago.. 2009 is end soon and we'll apart soon too.. I feel very sad about this..

As time goes by, we are more corcern about each other , share together about our problems, family, friends, study but not the relationship problem. He never tell me about his past especially his ex.. He never show what is his status now but i guess he didn't over her yet.. Because he still keeping many many stuffs about her.. As he never change it, i know that he still care about her.. Although they all didn't speak out but we can understand it, just don't wanna to mention only.

Even we are become close and closer but i can feel that we both felt weird when we both go hang out in two.. Friends told me that we look sweet like a couple when we are together but i don't think so.. In fact, we are speechless when no other friend between us, we js like stranger A meet with stranger B.. Why our relationship become like this? I also don't know.. As old people saying, people who in the matter can't look the matter clearly so sometime i also hope that somebody can tell me what is the truth.

I'm really confusing .. In last time, i hope 2009 can end up faster then i can escape from this messy, but now i'm regret because i want he always stay right beside me..