Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.

What you did for your lover? Erm.. after a few second i recall it, i got nothing special i did before.. As my personality, i'm a rational thinking girl, i won't do sometime without think twice expect those small small matters. In handle a relationship, i always make it carefully and try my best to minimize the hurt or mistakes that will be happen between me and my partner. So, i was always in my plan.. No matter what, when to have a date, where we gonna hang out, what we want to eat even what should i say when we are meet.. Or course, not everything is in my planning, sometime it's might be out of plan.. But, i really plan for everything.. Am i crazy or a mental problem girl? Be honestly, all i did is to assured we could stay together with peaceful.. But they never know it.

If i plan everything, means i never take any risk before?? I think i have choose a safe way to built up a relationship although it's failure in the end but i never argue with my ex, even once.. i also not sure it's good or no good.. It's good because we never hurt each other; it's no good because our time past like a linear, don't have any peak like other couples.. In fact, i prefer the second way to develop a relationship because i'm still believe that blame and argument will make a scar between a couple.

"Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.." this love quotation asking human for fighting, being brave and take risk in order to fall in love with someone you love.. May i follow it?? I admit that i'm a coward because i keep stay at the same place even i known i'm into him early..

No matter how i care about him, i still have to pretend i just treat him as a friend. I can't tell him how worries i am here,wishing to know everything and hoping everything is alright around him.. I can't do anyting unless waiting for him to contact me..

I can just waiting..